Chrztalia Belladio Stelamo

Live 'n Truth ~ The Laws of God

Ashes to ashes,

Dust to dust,

Banish all evil,

It is a must...........

Let God's  love,

Unite us all,

Live as one,

Within Truths law..............

Listen to wisdom,

It is here and to hear,

Leave the darkness,

Bear light to share...............

Trust each other, 

All and all,

Do not follow,

The demons roar.............

Bring joy to the world,

Know Jesus, Know God,

Leave behind ideas,

That do not belong...........

Believe in the light,

Let the Truth be gained,

Lose the pressure,

Of all darkened pain...........

Be a true follower,

For the laws of Truth, 

Nothing can take this Law,

Away from you............

Trust these words,

They are clear to me,

They are here for you,

Open your heart and see.................

Be at peace ,

And live your best,

Never letting in,

The darkened pests.............

In love not hate,

I must narrate,

Let us join together,

In a holy state...................

Declare your soul,

Pure in Sight,

Your sacred duty,

Your holy right...............

 

Written and thought of by Janene Maree Richardson c   October 2010-2012

 

           "Thank you Oh Lord for the white, blind, light,

            A City rises from the sea.

            I have a splitting headache,  from which the future's made.............

            ............Oh Lord, give us one more hour to perform our art

            and perfect our lives..........." ~ James Douglas Morrison

From Fear to Love

It takes time for wounds this deep to heal.  

The water on my skin turns brackish.

My mind canters off, away from the carnival,

Head spinning from the merry go round.........

 

It is so hard to see ~ it is too painful to feel ~

My heart has been stolen a little at a time,

But refills idyllically, never being truly empty,

Because of my faith in You..........

BUT

My vision is a shadowy path of

Peace ending no-where except for a black hole,

And from the dark they come.  False visions

Which should not be entertained..................... 

 

.  I wonder if my life as player on the

.  Stage of life is a trip gone wrong ~

.  An illusion I have invented to keep

.  My mind away from God.  

.  The ego wins and I die?.............  

 

     "What a way to distort the true

      Vision of peace thus given you?

      Look at what you just said and

      Recognize how valueless a claim!

      A shallow hollowless belief. 

      Do you really believe Gods plan can fail?  

      Are you that weak in your faith,

      That you would rather die than save in My Name?".

 

My faith is strong dear Father.  And the

Words that I just spake carry no meaning,

And are powerless before Your greatness..........  

 

Forget not I the promise made in our sacred Vow

And this I can never recant.  Every time

My split mind tries to bend and twist the truth,

So dramatically that Your Law is tossed,

Into pile of quick sand, no-where to be found...........

 

         "Recognize this as an attempt to maintain fear

        To deny love - to accept pain".  

 

Only  love has the entrance password for my heart.

I refuse to allow this presurized force, this

Telepathic ingnorance enter my holy mind nor

Anywhere near the boundaries that will

Block their presence from ever finding the password!.............  

 

Our love, my inhertance, Your gift,

Will allow pathways of light be re-created.  

There is not a chance in hell,

That the dark and ruthless,

Shall ever enter!  And they will

Never get the password!...............  

 

I am exhausted from dodging digital daggers............  

 

      "Please let go child, of every fear that stands in your way.  

       We are united in purpose and We are One"............  

 

NOW

I can feel your strength dear Father,

Cruising through my mind,  

Shining lit silver stars fill the sky in daytime..........  

 

No longer brackish, a raindrop falls on to

My face and I preserve its memory -

A celebration of my Spiritual Essence...........  

 

       "Abideth by the Law of God for it is My peace I give you.....

         Claim it now".................

 

Written and thought of by Janene Maree Richardson c (Kriztani) 9/03/2012

I will never die for You

A thousand oceans could not keep

Me away from Your love.  

Every moment I can feel Your presence

And my faith for You is timeless -

Even if my mind is not calm, as  

Every second is an opportunity to accept unusual gifts,

And let the "Spirit of God" show me the way...............  

 

There is not a mountain I would not

Climb to be closer to You.  

I will never ever doubt You and

I will never leave You.  I walk

A  path of light with Your love that radiates

Every part of my being and every relationship

That focuses on Your truth is made holy.................

 

I would not fight for You nor cast

War in Your Name. I will never let

Ideas that stand against Your love

And Your truth ever touch me.  You are

All I am and I am all You Are and

I will cry a million tears until I remember You.  

I will always love You and will always know You..............  

 

If I do not know You I will stay dead -:

But I am alive to do Your Will.  My love

For You is so deep and profound,

That the Angels weep as I pray.  A

Tear rolls down my cheek and I

Freeze it in time; as I know dear Father

That I will never die..............

 

This drudgery and ego driven madness,

And hatred against You,  and  un-holy

Wars being waged in Your Name I cannot bare.  

How dare Your sacred children try to

Take a piece of God and make Him unholy

And then blame Him for the consequences................!?  

 

I will not sit by and allow Your truth

Be tarnished and manipulated by those

Who cannot even acknowledge Your

Magnitudinal Power and completeness.

I promise to protect Your Name as You protect mine,

And I know I am one with everyone and everything -

Without form and peaceful, and

In the sacred Womb of timelessness,

We will meet again................

 

Written and thought of by Janene Maree Richardson c 29/02/2012

 

          "I will but to remember You" - A Course in Miracles

 

 

Duty Calls

I call upon Your grace so high and full of beauty,

I see a wisdom full of strength so high,

My mind is full of ideas not many a man thinketh,

This  testament will stand a holy time.......

 

Divine in nature Spirit trust the frightened night,

Show the dark a light that goes out not,

And bringeth me a bag of silken diamonds,

Coveted  in the grace of hazel eyes who face my God...........

 

Stand a moment and look upon Him gently,

Then carry that idea unto my life in dignity,

Serve my Father without doubt of self in pity's lout,

My ego it shall run and it may shout............!?

 

Every golden thought is full of mystery,

Every snake behind him there's another,

I know that nothing dark can ever beat me,

Nor steal away the holiness of my brother............

 

Written and thought of by Janene Maree Richardson c (Kriztani) 25/02/2012

 

A Holy Time

Within this holy hour, upon a day as eternal as my soul,

I wander through thousands of files without arrangement. 

I  close my eyes, perching my body upon the bed.

My mind can sense the forms of action occurring,

In a high place, with white healing and calming light,

Rushing through my body, absolving all pain..........

 

Deep in my heart is the lost memory,

As timeless as the Kingdom itself,

Returning slowly to my melting awareness.

I hear a Celeste, one note hanging like a shell against my ear,

Filling my mind with a floating bell,

Ringing and stirring my heart............... 

 

In a lighthouse ~ high above the oceans edge,

I give my heart to love and to my Jesus ~ my God. 

My motivation to understand the truth,

Gently wavers, as bluebirds chirp an ancient melody. 

My understanding begins to get clearer,

As I glance upon Your holy smile. 

The world is blessed in light and love,

And joy with meaning becomes  my sight........... 

 

Peace lies still and silent within the soft celestial ring. 

An orchestra of Celestial Artisans begin to shine their gifts.

The celeste and golden harp start to play a musical prayer, 

With so much feeling and beauty I burst into tears. 

So much emotion to release as

A choir of angels praise the Lord,

Raising their eyes unto our saviours warm embrace................ 

 

The haunting sound of the holy choir,

Will stay with my sacred soul for Eternity. 

No more twisted voices to turn

My heart inside out and invisible. 

All I seek for is peace and my feelings stir as

I look back over my life, re-arranging old files,

Adding and deleting,

Creating new memories,

Finding answers ~ knowing God.......  

 

I step back in time knowing that a holy time is near. 

I have the missing notes of Eternity, millions blessed,

As I order my mind to find a future different from the past. 

A familiar voice calls out to me, casting love,

And prays with me for love to be returned to the world. 

The lighthouse beams life unto the

Darkened waters of the vast ocean..........  

 

I call out to God for help with the Answer,

Simple and secure as my Guides help calm down my racing head. 

The spiral staircase goes round and round,

To the bottom of the lighthouse,

As I come back to earth from my dream bed,

I open my eyes and everything looks the same,

Smiling changes in my thinking from within, 

I can still hear the Celestial choir,

And during these holy hours I find something

That I lost a long long time ago..............

 

Within my soft silky head I find wisdom in a bed, 

And I thank Thee for the gifts You give so willingly.

I begin to understand the truth with others, 

Who walk beside me with no fear,

As the files with meaning have been saved,

Notes organized into a symphony of light,

Thoughts open and genuine I pray silent................

 

Written and thought of by Janene Maree Richardson c 22/02/2012

Earthbound Angel

Sent upon a spinning wheel,

Mind goes around like a buzzing whirl,

So much to grasp and to understand,

Knowing God's children, hold my hand...............

 

Delivered in a silent note, a smile, upon my holy destiny,

Nothing can stop what God would have me learn and see,

Something incredible, delete insanity, lets change, re-arrange the rules,  

Gone are the millenniums being led by fools......................  

 

What is it that You would have me write?  

Feather pen in hand on this peaceful night,

I write down ancient wisdom in my mind and feel,

Guides surround around me  - so patient - so surreal..................  

 

Now that I am here on Earth,

Learning again from the beginning rebirth,  

Like a flower smiling upon Eternity,  

I slowly work out what is meant for me............... 

 

What is it Father you would have me see? 

What is it Father you would have me be?  

Please teach me the way to deliver the story,  

To guide the world back to Your love and Your  glory,

        With many beside me we do our duty,

         Justice is  served with compassion and mercy.............

 

Written and Thought of by Janene Maree Richardson c 19/02/2012

Truly Blessed

On a frozen night in an empty place,

I called out to You and thought You

Were not there.  Heavens gifts shone

Down upon me but I could not see.  I

Pushed You away believing I could get

Through this life on my own.  I

Became so afraid to speak Your Name,

For fear of judgement and humiliation.

I curled into foetal position,

And stared blankly at nothing.  Those

Around me believed not in the Father and 

I was looked upon as someone oddly

Strange and eccentric...........  

 

The fear of God penetrated the

Entire circle and arguments began,

Violence erupted and wars were fought.  

Peace was a shadow in the dark -

Too far away to even attempt to find!  

I screamed out to all  the world-:

     "Please stop the fighting -

       people are dying and every-ones crying

       and we are all starving look around you -

       there is nothing to eat except for

      casks of rotting wine! -

      I cannot handle this place any longer -

       Jesus..................save us".............. 

 

I crawled out of the dust,

Away from foetal safety and at

This moment a shining beam of love,

Shot through my heart, filling

My mind with a God's holy light.  It

Extended to us all locked in judgment,

And the silent waves of pure love,

Cruised away all violent thoughts.  

Ancient wars stopped and a silence -

Mystically translucent - asleep in our hearts,

Awoke us all to peace within the dreamworld...................  

 

We look at each other as our,

Minds began to melt as one love,

Singing praise to our brother Jesus,

And to our Father God - giving thanks

For the new awakening.  We circled

The world - hands held together with

The glue that joins us to the everlasting Father.......

 

Never again do we weep in doubt or fear,

Nor cast judgment upon one another,

As the human mind gently

Awakens to live within a holy time,

Imprinted on our minds an ancient Memory - 

Fear is transmuted to love and together,

In everlasting peace we are forgiven,

For all past transgressions against our Father;

Against each other and 

The light of truth leads us back,

To Him, our holy Home,  blessed as one family................

 

Written and Thought of By Janene Maree Richardson c 15/02/2012

Freedoms Ledge

The brightest thought -

Made out of  bronzen gold  Orichalcum Chrystal-

Blazes across all nations as the antidote for pain.  So

Simple is the crooked bridges ledge to walk,

When faith leads one,

Safely over the  unleveled bridges edge,

High above the rocky canyon.  We get

To the other side and look back -

Smiling for a millennium................ 

 

The borderless mirror deletes all

Form of pain by invoking feelings

Of love, in the emotional and spiritual skies,

And the welcoming eyes of God carries

The ones still on the other side of the canyons ledge.  

With our united strength we call upon

His power to straighten the

Rocky pathway so others can cross

Beginning  a new journey........  

 

No one turns around to remember,

The history of their lives -

For the light is so powerful and

The gifts of the Father so great, and a 

Love so genuine and our God so mighty,

That nothing has the power to stop the

Ancient memory from returning,

To every Son of God.  Not one soul

Will be missing from heavens sight.  

Every note in the holy choir  is bliss.................

 

The tiny light we see in our mind,

Is where we truly are -

And oh yes, how grand,

The universe seems to be.  Nothing

Has the power to stop us walking over

The bridge - balancing our footsteps,

Over the rocky canyon bridges ledge,

To the golden lock  on the other side -

In safety and security -

Shining the Memory inside the light of God as

We hold the keys to the Kingdom,

Re-born and alive...............

 

Back on the other side wavering and wandering,

With aim through the universe of time -

Awkward instincts and bent agendas align,

To break the ledge attempting separation

Of the human family from God and from each other.  

Let us gently laugh at such a joke of thought,

That thinks it can achieve motivational supporters,

Through fear........  underestimating the power

of our human family............ !

 

An unbreakable mirror - worlds apart in agenda,

Shining in  forgiveness - we  start again - as the

Antidote for pain becomes the relinquishment of guilt.

Forgiving eyes look forward to the light, 

Historical magical overtones will no longer

Harm us in the night.   The ledge becomes

Stronger as souls cross over - and on the

Edge of freedom we stand as

The sad mutilated earth becomes gently healed,

Through the activation of God's love,

In the blazing red Orichalcum light............

 

 We stand patient - as we await the ancient memory -

Joining together holding hands,

Walking  a straight line,

Across the deep canyons ledge,

Helping each other to the other side,

As we are not only joined in light,

But also united genetically,

Linked to a pulse deep in the earth,

Vibrating the same frequency of humanity,

As it speeds up appearing to us,

That we are flying through time.  

Time can waste as well as be wasted........

 

And it is through prayer that we ask Jesus,

For time to be collapsed long enough,

To forgive every dot of pain.

Removed within the blazing red Orichalcum light,

Being led across the canyon bridge,

Sharing our love with all the world,

A future that shines the door with  

One key to bring the children of  God

Home as one........................

 

Written and thought of by Janene Maree Richardson c 12/02/2012

 

 

One Eye Open

Dear God

I open my mind to receive Your love

And share Your peace with all who are borne.

Am I here just to wither away -

Nights joining days with not much to say?

Or is there a greater purpose for all of us to share.............

 

The Celestial curtain opens

Beyond the narrow doorway -

Divine in dimension - and walks

With a smile sending away stray stories.  

Collapsed in a heap on the floor,

I hear an ancient voice call out to me-:

"It won't be long - you are called and you are calling"......  

Wisdom stirs my mind as I learn again,

To see and hear - to feel and to think

Attached to an uncertain feeling,

But never lacking faith................... 

 

I can hear a waterfall in the distance - travelling rivers

That join as one drop of purity.  

Bless our journey dear Father for the

Holy Christ today is born in all of us.  

Together we are blessed as Gods only Son.

Wilting flowers begin to bloom and

Sickness is no more - as  a double rainbow

Arches over the earth we release all fear

And  join together for a new beginning.................  

 

Peacemakers of the world - stand with me

Against those that oppose peace.  Let

The true force  of Gods love forge

Deep into your mind and lead the way,

To quieten our footsteps - seeking nothing - as

Right now we have everything.  Together we

Wield a power greater than the evil against us;

As the Ancestors told us us of demonic infirmity.  

God would not let his children suffer,

And it is a change of mind to stop the demonic sneaks............  

 

We hold hands to pray and know without doubt

That our prayer has already been answered.  

Gentle and serene within an open mind that can truly see.  

 

Let us walk with each other into the Celestial gardens and

Spring our minds with the purity of our

Holy divine Father ....................     

                                       Amen

 

Written and thought of by Janene Maree Richardson c 8 Febuary 2012

The Nameless Golden Statue

From your holy mind I saw vibrations of  silver light, settled in peace, extending unto my heart.  I lift my eyes to the heaven's and see a shiny golden statue with no name.  There was not an idol to stand, for nameless was its name inside a nameless war.  You cannot hear its meaning with your ears, or see it with your eyes, or touch it with your hands, or perceive it with your senses,  but the nameless statue stands for a Memory that you can feel in your heart, carried honestly in an open mind.  

And  lifted we are unto the everlasting arms of peace, encompassing the vast little illusion made upon a wordy joke..............  

Humbled, with subtlety and bathed in light, we are gladly  joined.   And together, in harmony, we gently stir heavens song with the wings of unfettered freedom and joy.   The nameless statue falls from the heaven's and rolls the waters edge, down a waterfall and disappears unto the river of timelessness - rushing, powerful, purified water full of life - a physical manifestation of the Holy Spirit. There are no idols nor symbols left to bother the holy mind of God's magnificent Creation - His Son - as there is not even a word in a true Memory that joins us as One with the Father.  There is only the Word which has no words - Sacred Silence within a shared secret Memory..............

Dear Father, lift my breast unto Your holy path as I bathe in the glittery sparkling waters made gold by the nameless statue under the glorious untainted yellow sunlight-:

          Idols gone and centuries left,

          I don't recall all of the rest,

          But with you and You we leave the idols nest,

         And say goodbye to the fettered pests............  

From your holy mind I saw vibrations of  silver light settled in peace, extending unto my heart and the light expanded, God appeared and the statue with no name becomes a temporary symbol for the Word.  Blessed be my holy friends.  Join with me and claim the prize together - the nameless statue will never hide, it's meaning imprinted on our holy minds...............

Written and Thought of by Janene Maree Richardson c - 30 January 2012